clarysage

I've been fairly busy/lazy all at once. I'm good like that?

I've got this massive year's worth of data entry I've been doing...ughhh

In the meantime, I've planted some stuff, since it's that time of year.
A rosehip, some chamomile, oregano, parsley, garlic chives, lemongrass, lavender,
cilantro, basil, 2 different tomato plants, a jalepeno, a japanese eggplant, some sweet peas, 2 blueberry bushes, a fig, a gardenia, arugala, frilly lettuce, ...
You know, looking at this list, I planted a lot more than I thought I did ^_^'

Oh, and I recently bought the first series of The Wallflower anime!
It's so adorable... I really love that manga, even though it's all het...

Ah, and I finally saw every pokemon in the Sinnoh region on my Pokemon Diamond game!
Er, ok, maybe that's only exciting to me? ^^;;

Also, reading Deathnote (only up to book 4)...Light annoys the living crap out of me...
I really wanna see him die a horrible death...or suffer a lot...anything really.
Though, I adore L ^__^
I think L is way smarter than Light, and Light only has the advantage because of his Shinigami...die Light, DIEEEE! hehe ^^

i'm feeling a little anxious today.
i recently decided i'm depressed and did something about it.
so today i go to see a therapist.
i'm mostly curious about the hypnotherapy techniques.
i'm curious as to what i've forgotten.

at any rate, i started watching a show i haven't seen before, called Head Case...
probably not the best show to watch before going to see a therapist ^^;
since it's all about a crazy therapist and her crazy star-studded clients.

so, after reading friend lance's latest post about personality testing
i decided to go and retest myself...

4 times later, it turns out i am 2 times ENFJ and 2 times INFJ
which probably explains quite a bit about why i sometimes like some people
and other times don't...it all depends on whether i am currently
introverted or currently extroverted.

then i decided to go retest my IQ, cause sometimes i'm fairly convinced i'm dumb...
but i'm 136, which is not too stupid? ^^;
ah to be gifted though, that'd be nice...

at any rate, i had a reasonably nice weekend in which i watched a live show
of bellydancers, and then went and gamed on sunday. oh, and i made a vat of chili...
exciting eh? ^_^

so, thinking on the last post, as i picked up the dog and then went to get cracked at the chiropractor, i had an idea...not an original one or anything...but

how about i write something for you?

let me know something you'd like to read
almost any fandom (what? i can study things about it ^_^)
almost any pairing
and almost any length



though, no requests for continuations of things i've already got going
cause those stories are...well, not done, but also not going anywhere.


ultimately, i guess i like writing for people...
and that's why i write.
so that when i feel like there's no one to write for, what's the point?
hence the lack of writing? i dunno...i need to be needed? or wanted?
sorry, just trying to figure out why i stopped writing... ^^;

Boobs are weird...no, really.
i saw the inside of mine today ^_^'
well, it was all black and white and liney, but it was my boob in sonar.

anyways, i have a non-simple cyst in my left breast, which as i said to the doctor
"i guess that means it's complex, since it's not simple?" jokingly i said this, because i have a theory that if you can't laugh at everything, then you might just cry at it all.
but then he nodded and said "yes, it's not simple."
argh...

so in about 3 months they're gonna look at it again and see if it's changed at all,
in the meantime, they don't know if that's what's even causing the green booby discharge...

the good news though, is i got a call from my new primary, and i do not have aids! sweet!

anyone know what's up with what looks like russian people friending now on lj?
i keep getting friended by people with a language, which might be russian...
why? and what about you?

i found a few, i know more exist on friend's cameras...hint, HINT

and a vid of sire lancelot doing his serious impression of sirius
with charlotte, alex and i laughing and hiding in the background.
i'd be the one with "something" on my back ^_^

video:




some pics hide( here )

anyways, it was a blast and splendiforous
and i can't wait for next year
also, i got about 6 hours of sleep in four days...ZZzzzzz

so, i actually have a few things to say, a rarity.

at the end of the month i go to my very first Dragoncon!
i will not let you know what i'm going as just yet, tis a secret.
but right before i go i will tell thee...mwhahahaa

in other news, mom's 2nd round of chemo hit her so hard
it was not amusing in any light. she wound up spending 3 days not eating, puking up anything she did try to eat, and basically being as miserable as you can be without actaully dying.
10 more rounds of this? weee....
i spent a sleepless 3 nights fearing she'd choke on her
own vomit in her sleep and die. argh.
but now she's feeling reasonably human again...so yay, for the moment.

ok, back to the dragoncon thing. anyone else going?
i figure all the more reason to let you know what
my costume is...it should be fairly original. therefore,
i ought to be easily found? also, it will be large...heheh

i don't want anyone knowing what it is yet, incase someone gets my idea
and copies it. then again, it has been proven to me more than once
that ideas sleet through the universe and hit more than one head at a time.
so it's pretty much a given that someone else has gotten my idea...ya know?

i have other things to say, but don't want to bore ya, so i shall stop now
and try to remember for another time.

so i thought i'd best leave a note letting you know i'm alive.

this here be it.

so let's see, things that have happened:

mom got colon cancer, then got surgery, and is now recovering.
all is well.

we rewatched all 4 seasons of top chef...and my god are the completely
inside top chef jokes rolling.

went and saw prince caspian, twas well done.
i guess no one remembers that the book was mostly battles too...?

bought 3 new bongs...not all at once, but rather as each one broke ^^;
what? i'm really bad with glass...anything.

hmmm, my plants are growing, i've got roses, jalepeno peppers, strawberries, japanese eggplants, grape tomatoes...mmmm, oh, and 5 different mints -grin-

oh! and i played my first d&d type game in over 15 years, hehe
it was fun. mm, for those that care it was "world of darkness"

ah, and lastly, i've been sewing stuff...mostly aprons,
cause they're easy, and i actually use them.

mom brought home a cold two weeks ago, it incubated.
first mom got it, then i did. argh?

this is from all her flying to and from florida once a month.
damn germ filled flying machines!

so yeah, i'm sick.